a little background info...

some people know me, some don't... others know me from 1 point and went on from there....

but here's a bit of background information on me...

I'm the youngest of 2 kids... my sister is 12 years older than I am... I still wonder if she traumatized our folks to wait so long between children. Also, she was a bit of a tomboy and before I was born, she was climbing a tree and fell, breaking her arm. When the cast was set, it was in such a position that when I was born, it was like a headrest. Anyhow...

I was born October 22, 1970 - yeah I know... long time ago. While I may physically be 35, I still feel like I'm in my 20's somewhere. Anyhow, I was always a short kid (until I hit high school) and constantly teased and picked on, pushed around - I was always the quiet one (ok, shy too) and did well in school.

It was around 1986 or 87 when my parents bought me a Commodore 64 computer and with it eventually a 1200 baud modem (back then, that was very fast - now it's laughably pathetically slow) and went on an online service called Q-Link (which later evolved into...anyone? AOL) anyhow, it was there I went into my first chat room, but this was set up in a sci-fi / furry / fantasy theme called the Red Dragon Inn (or RDI / RyDIn for short). It was in there I met someone and we began spinning stories based on our characters in that chat room.

We wrote these stories back and forth for years, until I lost contact with her in internet land. It was mostly furry based but having some sci-fi thrown in. After Q-Link stopped on the Commodore and the rise of the IBM's started, local BBSes started popping up all over. I was no different and after serving as a co-sysop of one, I started my own: Dark Star 2 (I was co-sysop of Dark Star 1)... I used the alias of Hawke on the BBSes and later remade my BBS into The Hawke Foundation. I met a lot of friends on the BBSes and later a few in person.

Someone had uploaded a story onto one of my message boards on my BBS that dealt with large breasts and tall, amazonic females... on the bottom was the number for the BBS that it came from originally and I would look things up there. Later, when the net came about, I found that same BBS on the net - and more stories.

I later found even more stories and many were BE involved. It was erotic and interesting and after reading some, I thought "Maybe I could write something like this".. and I did. A small handful of stories and some folks seemed to like them. I found out a lot of people wrote / read such stories and felt like I fit in - but this didn't stop me from my original writing passion of furry stories... and later, finding a local furry group (and friends) and going to some furry conventions. I feel very free at such conventions - not having to keep that part of me hidden - mostly because furries get a bad rap.

Anyhow... my alias may have changed over the years, but not me... I laugh about it sometimes as no matter what my alias was, it was always from one of my stories I wrote all those years back to the Q.

I still like furries and BE amongst other things... I don't write that much anymore, and that which I do write is for personal (requested) stories for friends. I've dabbled a little at art (but don't think I'm too good at it) and even painting roses on t-shirts (hand painted, free-hand) and those are something I tend to get proud of.

Most of my friends moved away and so, I get a bit lonesome at times... I love getting e-mail from them to keep in contact... (disappointed a tad when I don't) but I figure maybe this blog of mine might help in that aspect too...

well, if you've read this far - wow! :D many would probably have left after the 2nd paragraph... but there's more to tell, but that will have to be left for another time.... :)